It's a good song. But it's not really from Michael. It's from some guy named Jason something.

Michael is so cute in my avatar.

His nose was broken!? Oh God, do you know what happened? I hope he's okay!

Have you heard that song Let Me Let Go?

YOU WELCOME..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Don't worry about it. I understand. No, I haven't done anything really. A lot of daydreaming, that's about it. My computer's dying, too, so I think I might have to get a new one. I was worried about internet and not being able to come on here, but, apparently, it should be fine. How bout you? Anything new?

Michael has to get another nose job? Oh, poor Michael! I hope he's okay. And I'm kinda hoping it doesn't shrink anymore.... I love Michael's nose, but everyone I know is always going on about his nose, and I don't want there to be any more for them to say about him. But, more importantly, I'm concerned for Michael's health first.... Do you know what was wrong with his nose?

Hey thats okay for replying late

i hav had an interesting time lately... one of the horses at the stables died. he was old, 30, but he got sick and we did everything we could for him but he had to get put down... so that was really hard. especially since he was one of the first horses i ever rode!

other than that i havent been doing too much. i just finished my school holidays. i was at the stables EVERYDAY except one day! haha it was so much fun!

and one day i went shopping and i went into the CD shop and King Of Pop was the number one album! and then i went into a surf shop and they played "Wanna Be Startin' Somethin'" and "Thriller" and i was like "YAY!!!" haha. he is making such a comeback it is AWESOME!!

I'm glad to hear ur MJ project is going well

much love xx

No, I'm not upset with you. School is making me sick, too. However, I found this group who all read the same books as me, and one of the books that we all LOVE is being turned into a movie, and me and them are gonna see it in the theaters together. That should be fun. But it won't be out til late November.

Nothing. No cool parties or anything. My friend at another school is going to a dance, but I can't go. Another one of my friends invited me to her house to watch TV, but I couldn't go cuz I had to babysit. All I can do is research a project for school. I guess it's not all bad, cuz I have to look up pictures of Michael for it. I had to choose a pic of a celebrity that had been in a commercial or something to advertise their merchandise, and I chose Michael in the Pepsi commercials.

My birthday isn't until January, and I have it all planned out. It's gonna be on a Saturday, so I'll lock myself in my house, watch Michael Jackson music videos, eat cake, and have tacos for dinner! It's perfect! I still get excited about my birthday, but I'm kinda hermit-y, so I never have a party for it.

I wish you best success for your MJ project!
I know it gonna be great...tell me more after its done!
bye

that is amazing how when u felt so sad michael came on tv its cool as! its like hes watching over u and making sure ur okay and never sad! and its very hard to feel sad when michael is around. i get angry a lot and whenever i do i put on michaels music and it calms me down a lot! its just something about him that makes me feel so calm and happy. hes amazing!

and i went to the show. my horse went pretty well considering hes never been before we didnt win any ribbons but he didnt go crazy so thats lucky!! haha.

and i no wat u mean about school. when i grow up i either want to be a horse trainer, or become a professional dancer, so either way the stuff im learning at school wont be very helpful! and ur lucky that u get to do ur michael project i wish i could do another project on michael - it was so much fun!!

AND I DID TELL HER!! she started saying stuff about how crazy my horse was and i just said "dont u hav anything better to do than be nasty about my horse?" and she was so surprised and shocked that she walked away and she hasnt said a word to me since!! thankyou so much for the advice! peace at last! even tho she does still shoot me nasty looks. ahh shes so mean!


much love xx

That's how I feel too. If I heard that Michael... passed away (tough topic) I'd be dead within the hour that I heard it. Either from suicide, or a broken heart, I'm NOT living in a world without him. That may sound grim, but.... However, until that terrible day comes, I don't think I'm too much of a threat to myself, because I have Michael.

I'm glad that Michael's song came on just in time!

Wow, this is a grim topic! Lol. So, anything new going on?

i went up to the stables today and the girl wasnt there. thank goodness! and thanks for ur tips, next time she is being mean i am DEFINITELY saying that!

i found the coolest things on youtube! type in "michael jackson's most funniest moments" and there is part 1, 2 and 3. they are SO FUNNY!! haha. michael is adorable, watching it makes me want to be with him SOO bad. i wish he was my best friend, or my dad... or my HUSBAND *sighs longingly*. and he has the cutest laugh and smile. and hes so funny!! aww i love him!! haha. u HAV to watch it! no matter how sad or angry i am it always makes me smile.

let me no ur project goes. im sure they will believe u. a few people in my class didnt believe he really had vitiligo but i found some pics that proved it and then they shut up about him! lol.

and u no the horse that used to crash me into trees? well hes improved lots and i am taking him to a show on wednesday i hope it all goes ok - but bcos he hasnt been ridden for very long he will probably go crazy! ahh! lol.

much love xx

hey. im sorry to hear about ur dad... thats awful i no how u feel about getting really down when people ignore u and dont talk to u or say nasty things. u no that girl i told u about at the stables, the one whos always having a go at me?

shes got me really down lately. im not very good at sticking up for myself and shes saying all sorts of things about my horse and me and hows shes so much better than i'll ever be. it makes me feel worthless...

but i hope u feel better soon and i'll always be here for u

and thats so cool how ur doing a michael project at school i did that this year too!! haha. i loved it. i even did extra homework and my poster was HUGE compared to everyone elses! haha i got the best mark too!! yay for michael!

and now im officially on holidays!!! yay! im going up to the stables HEAPS now. except that girl's always up there. she takes the fun out of everything! ahh!

much love xo

Yer same. I luv wat Michael wears and also dresses god they r so awesome, but right now I've been buying HEAPS of jewelery I need some loafers Lolz coz Michael always wears them

YAY I just bought 6 MJ vids for mii ipod, for $20

'tough', not 'touch'. Sorry!

Exactly! Every time I get sad or want to cut myself, I think about Michael. I think about how he's had touch times, but came through it all, and how he wouldn't want me to be sad or cutting myself. What is it about Michael that keeps me from doing something that I'll regret later? Now and then, someone will make fun of Michael and I'll get so angry that I cut myself without even thinking about it, but then I get upset for doing it cuz I know I shouldn't. And, I don't cut myself with a razorblade on my wrists, by the way. I do it in a way that it doesn't bleed much, so it's not as bad, I guess. But, people still get upset when I do it cuz they say that it'll relocate to my wrists someday. I think that as long as I have Michael, I can survive.

And then, people ask me what I'd do if he died before me. I feel close to tears and ask them to stop talking. But, when they push, I say, "I don't know. Life wouldn't be worth living without Michael and the hope I have to meet him someday." They usually stop talking after that. Something about me saying that leaves them speechless, similar to how Michael leaves me speechless.